Went prom dress shopping today despite not having school due to snow... yea it's January and we're looking at prom dresses, big deal. It is a big deal because it might actually take me from now until June to find a dress that meets my likings and budget -_- The fat is the issue. I know it's annoying to hear about other's body issues but honestly going shopping for an event dress like that can bring you down when nothing zips! URGH. And stretch marks are evil, I've never had a stupid baby I shouldn't have stretchmarks! then I'm standing on the pedestal, dream dress and she puts a tiara on my head. She leaves the room a moment, I spot the price-tag. $389. Are you serious? I'm graduating and trying to go to an expensive college I'm not buying a four-hundred dollar dress. Oy! It's sad the craziness girls have programmed into them to be so "important", to feel so pretty and special, boys mothers get them a tux maybe a week in advance which if they're lucky has a vest and or tie matching their date's dress. They don't' worry. I, I'm worried. Not really about the dress but my body worries me more. Not fitting in big numbered sizes just cements my issues. These should be the happiest days of my life and it sucks when stupid FAT messes that up. I'm trying hard to not let it, to eat healthy as much as possible and get exercise but honestly unless I go crazy I don't see me losing weight and it honestly just sucks. So there.
Dressing me up just kinda tears me down. boo.
But heck no school or calc exam so that was a plus!
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