Instantaneous speed does not equal average speed. Nor does one instant define a person. I've been trying to show people that in the past days. I'm so thankful for my best friend who get's that and for an amazing German exchange student whom I have a drama free relationship with. I don't back stab, but I also don't lie so if I hurt you trust me I've thought about it a lot. I don't want to hurt people, but especially in highschool pleasing everyone around you just isn't possible. I try to stand by everyone I can but people are constantly changing and you're constantly learning who you are. Sometimes things don't work out. And sometimes that's fine.
Other times there are people you never lose want to or not. Like your first real relationship. You want to let them go, you don't care but it changed you. Your old best friends... Someone you really think/thought you loved...but totally ignores this fact. Hmmm...I wonder whose life those examples are from...
I guess I've decided that everyone is quite messed up and it takes a lifetime to truly know someone.
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